by Elizabeth Minu Joseph
(Chennai)
Hi ,my name is Elizabeth Minu Joseph.. My whole life I always felt that a supreme power guided me.
I loved Jesus and always found happiness in reading the Bible but until recently I never knew what it truly felt to love Jesus.
I was blessed with happiness, a happiness that brought tears to my eyes and smile to my lips. I experienced this happiness, it was something that worldly pleasures and happiness couldn't afford it gave me peace, comfort and joy from my heart.
I joined engineering in 2008. I did study well but from my 2nd semester I couldn't perform well. I got 2 arrears, that was the first time I cried to the Lord and then I tried working hard the next semester but instead of clearing my subjects I doubled my arrears to 4.
I cried day and night to the Lord. My family members started accusing me -- my relatives felt that it was a waste of spending money on me and my mom refused even to speak to me.
I made up my mind and started studying for the next semester but luck was never on my side I again increased my arrears to 6.
I gave up every single ounce of hope I went to the Lord and cried out my heart and I fell asleep that very night I felt God speaking to me. I felt him say that he was with me and that he did always love me and I was the one who never realized his presence and suddenly I did feel myself being consoled by Mother Mary herself.
I woke up with a start.
My dad and mom scolded me to their maximum extent that day.